Dec 27
Look Ma, No air!
Sadly, and inexplicably, my cum problem continues!! I’ve managed to figure out how to get myself off, but it’s only after completing something extremely kinky and high risk. I knew this would happen… like any addict, you start to need a bigger and bigger high until it finally kills you!
That’s right folks… I’ve entered the dangerous world of autoerotic asphyxiation. DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME KIDS!! I shouldn’t even be doing it, since I’m no professional. But I was so desperate with not being able to get off that I had to do something. I noticed one day while jerking off furiously that i was getting closer and closer and as I got closer I was holding my breath altogether. When I finally did squeeze out a few drops of cum, I exhaled with this headspinning gasp for air that nearly made me pass out. It was… INTENSE. The next day I had to see if it could happen again. But holding my breath while i jerked off wasn’t doing it. It was like too much having to hold my breath in and concentrate on making that cum spark grow and grow and grow. Suddenly I remembered the hottest times I’d had was when the guy I was with was choking me a little while he fucked me. I thought it was the violence and helplessness of it that made it so hot, but in retrospect I realize it was not being able to breathe that had made the orgasm so hot!
So I did what no one should ever do. I got one of my silk winter scarves… a hot pink one (my fave color if you haven’t guessed)… tied it snugly around my neck… and held the end of the scarf in one hand while I pulled my pud with the other. IT was a bit uncomfortable at first, but as the sensation grew and grew, I pulled on the scarf tighter and tighter… making it harder and harder to breathe….. sure enough that was doing the trick…. by the time I popped one off I was turning quite blue in the face. But oh MAN what a rush. Literally… I stood up, drenched in my sweat and cum and immediately fell back down on the bed. I couldn’t walk for a good half hour. I am totally playing with fire… but man.. oh man.. I hope I don’t get carried away. I’ve only done it two more times since then… I need to quit it before I get in some real trouble. NO sense in going out like David Carradine, right? I always thought he was hot, by the way.. total kinkmaster top daddy type. He could have showed me a few things…. but I’m in no hurry to meet him any time soon, if you know what I mean. Why oh why must I be a sex addict? Why can’t I have easy little orgasms like the other girls. *sniff sniff* boo hoo hoo…. I’m soooo horny woe is me lol
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